There are so many things running through my soul, it would take years to express all of them.
Something has changed. Something very fundamental about me has changed for the better. I don't quite know what it is. I mean, I know what it is, but I couldn't explain it if I tried.
I first noticed it when I was finally motivated to do all the things I've been putting off. So, right now, I'm in the middle of, like, ALL OF THEM. I don't feel stressed like I usually do when I take on tons of projects at once, either. I feel like I'm liquid on top of everything, like I've got all my ducks in a row and I'm really, really in the groove. Like I have finally, FINALLY, learned how to control my scattered train of thought and use it to my advantage.
For the first time ever, I am truly motivated to be the best person I possibly can be in every single aspect of life, no matter how small, and I'm finally not just SAYING something but DOING it. I feel TRULY at peace with who I am and what I'm doing and what I'm supposed to be doing and when I should be doing it to get it done on time. My life is still hectic, but now I feel like I'm not caught up in the hoopla - I'm removed from the hustle and bustle so that I can steer myself a hell of a lot better.
Some missing piece in my soul has been filled and now that it's all complete, I make sense. I make a whole lot of sense. Everything is just so much better; this is the way that I was supposed to be ALL ALONG. This is the life I was born to live one day.
The phrase "you complete me" is thrown about a lot, but sometimes used when the other person doesn't complete you at all, but in fact makes you do things like neglect all your responsibilities and obligations because, well, for one reason or another. I never DID understand why people said that to people who made them so obviously miserable and inefficient so much of the time.
Well, I only know one thing: something about this wonderful girl - something that she says to me without even saying anything, and I know it because we both smile that exact same smile at the exact same time - it makes me want to climb a mountain because I know that it is good for me and I know that I can.
It feels good when you find out how you fit into the duality of being a human.
Something has changed. Something very fundamental about me has changed for the better. I don't quite know what it is. I mean, I know what it is, but I couldn't explain it if I tried.
I first noticed it when I was finally motivated to do all the things I've been putting off. So, right now, I'm in the middle of, like, ALL OF THEM. I don't feel stressed like I usually do when I take on tons of projects at once, either. I feel like I'm liquid on top of everything, like I've got all my ducks in a row and I'm really, really in the groove. Like I have finally, FINALLY, learned how to control my scattered train of thought and use it to my advantage.
For the first time ever, I am truly motivated to be the best person I possibly can be in every single aspect of life, no matter how small, and I'm finally not just SAYING something but DOING it. I feel TRULY at peace with who I am and what I'm doing and what I'm supposed to be doing and when I should be doing it to get it done on time. My life is still hectic, but now I feel like I'm not caught up in the hoopla - I'm removed from the hustle and bustle so that I can steer myself a hell of a lot better.
Some missing piece in my soul has been filled and now that it's all complete, I make sense. I make a whole lot of sense. Everything is just so much better; this is the way that I was supposed to be ALL ALONG. This is the life I was born to live one day.
The phrase "you complete me" is thrown about a lot, but sometimes used when the other person doesn't complete you at all, but in fact makes you do things like neglect all your responsibilities and obligations because, well, for one reason or another. I never DID understand why people said that to people who made them so obviously miserable and inefficient so much of the time.
Well, I only know one thing: something about this wonderful girl - something that she says to me without even saying anything, and I know it because we both smile that exact same smile at the exact same time - it makes me want to climb a mountain because I know that it is good for me and I know that I can.
It feels good when you find out how you fit into the duality of being a human.
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